我还是我 I'm still who I am

将近半年了，我还是在等~

Almost half year, I'm still waiting

为什么要等呢？为何不开始呢？为什么要等其他的人呢？

Why am I waiting? Why don't I start it? Why am I waiting for the else?

我并不是不懂，我也知道我不应该再继续等。

I'm not ignorance, I knew that I'm not suppose to be waiting anymore 

但是始终我就是没有那份恒心，以前所坚持着的，早就已经消磨殆尽。

But my perseverance does not exist,  things that persisted in the past, had long been erased

两年前，我们是多么的拼，多么的努力。

Two years ago, How much we fought and how much effort we put in

也许真的像宗宪所说的，“那时很有新鲜感嘛~”

Maybe it is what Chong Sian said, " At that time everything are fresh~"

也或许是我们变了很多~

Or maybe We have changed

感觉现在的生活十分潦倒，而且也慢慢的觉得开始对身边人，事，物脱节

I'm  feeling now life is very down and out, and slowly feel that people, events, things around are out of touch

最厉害的是扮情圣。

The best thing I did was acting like a Lord of Lover

我很想尽快找到出路，不让锁链再继续捆绑着。

I'm want to find out the exit, not allow the chain to continue tied

我很想去完成我想完成的每件事。

I want complete everything I wish to complet

我想做好我自己~

I want to be a better person

我知道光靠说话时起不了作用的~

I know that speak does not make any effect 

但我会去尝试~

But I'll try